So, our show with Flaw was fucking phenomenal. They thought we were great, which means a lot to us. The whole show kicked ass. All the bands were good.

Our next show is going to be on June 29th in Orange Park. Crazy Horse/Club Liquid I think. It's a GIRLS GONE WILD show, woot.

And as usual, another band you need to check out... they're called RAUNCHY. I just picked up their latest release, "Death Pop Romance"... it's the shit. [link] -Listen to "Phantoms". Great music, great lyrics.

"Phantoms"

I wasn't trying to see
But I was looking around
I wasn't trying to see
But I was looking around
I try to uphold what tears me up from inside
I am all and still I fail
When everything falls apart
Your words of disdain prevails
We're all like hollow phantoms
In a pitiful state where numbness is a fate

All my pain through all of my life
My heart is cold

I wasn't trying to hide
But I was dying inside
I wasn't trying to hide
But I was dying inside
This uncertainty is killing me
It's burning like a thousand knives
Carved upon my chest
I am useless and emotionless
I will separate from what I know best
We're all like hollow phantoms
In a pitiful state where numbness is a fate

All my pain through all of my life
My heart is cold

This uncertainty is killing me
Burning like a thousand lights of disarray
I need power to rise again
A new way out of the ashes
And now I'm facing the repercussion
Of all the dead ends in my choices
I travel the distance for acceptance
And somehow I rejoice the end of my life

All my pain through all of my life
My heart is cold

Uuuuuuuugh... what a fucking week it's been. Quitting one job, starting another soon, big show coming up, and drama drama drama... can't forget the pointless fucking drama. Will it ever end? Of course not.

Anyways. make sure to come see my band open for FLAW this coming Thursday, May 24th. If you need a ticket let me know, 12 bucks from me.

On a side note, I got a new car... and it's the shit. 2004 Special Edition Pontiac Grand Prix GTP. 323 Horsepower, leather, 6 disc Monsoon (side-company of Bose) system, 3.8 Liter V6 with a different Supercharger than the other GTP's, Ram Air-designed hood vents (meaning they actually serve a purpose, not just for looks), and plenty more. Just got the windows tinted and I repainted the letters on my engine cover. [link] -check it out.

And just a thought of the moment... you should all listen to Mnemic. lol...

Metal, but a metal band where the lyrics have a meaning. Not to say other metal bands don't, but the Europeans just do it better.....

Listening to "The Silver Drop" by them right now.



"The Silver Drop"

Penetrate my will to speak, this feeling just won't go away
Straight line through my soul and feel my inability to stop this today
Hardline the drug of affection, at least I know how to hurt it to perfection
The silver drops get under my skin, my skin

I wake up - Now I'm alone again
I've been here - I didn't like it then
I bleed 'cause - this is what I am
My last shot - now make me twice the man
This is what I am

And I know my time will come, my time to cross the nation
With screams of insane heresy, I label minds in frustration

Come on and lead me into the light
Twenty reasons to guide me
I need a reason to stand up and fight
Need to believe what I see
The stars are shining on me tonight
I need my wishes to come true
But through the cure I need is in sight
I'll never make it through

Reason is only a matter of opinion
Control is only an illusion to spit on
Bring my coffee, a truth to lean on
My silence is bought and my beliefs are all gone

Innocent as a new born child, no need to point your fingers
I never did the things you say, I never hurt no one in anyway so...

And I know that they don't want me
And I see what it's beyond me.

So... my band has another show lined up at the French Quarter.

May 24th.

With motherfucking FLAW

Yeah, how we got on that bill we don't know, but we are, so fuck yeah.

Be there.

One more week til my band plays at the French Quarter with PORCELAIN BLACK and XAELA.

[link]

Blah, bored...

Don't forget to come see my band, SINERATE (www.myspace.com/sinerate), April 21st at The French Quarter with PORCELAIN BLACK and XAELA, and probably someone else TBA.

Don't care who you are, just tell them you're there to see SINERATE so we can maybe make a little money off it, k?

Fuck Yeah.